Hi all
Ok so after a night debating and talking to some good friend from Nov 08 I think I'm ready to tell you a little bit about myself.
I have one georgous boy who's 2 yrs old called Max and last year I had a lovely little boy called Charlie, who at 9 days old died completely unexpectedly from a virus that attacked his brain. One minute he was pink and seemlingly healthy and 3 hours later he was dead, the doctors were gobsmacked as its extremly rare. He was born perfect and it was no-ones fault.
I am very scared this time round, but the doctors said it's so rare it shouldn't happen again.
I was backing off telling you guys as I didn't want to scare you, but he was a big part of my life for 9months and those very precious 9 days. I do talk about him alot at home and with friends as I don't want his memory forgotten or for Max not to know about him and I want to remember the happy times we had with him.
I hope I haven't brought the tone of the thread down at this fab time for everyone.
Jess