Toni, dont beat yourself up about the past - you had your reasons then to do what you did and you cant change them.
Please sweetheart!

You're soooo right Julie. That's what I keep telling myself. I am praying to have the strength to be able to let go of it which sometimes I do, but when I start thinking about how long it's taking to conceive, that dreaded thought spring to mind again...

Toni'

i agree with Julie dont beat urself up about it. I had a miscarriage when i was 18 and at the time i was devastated but wasnt in the right place relationship wise. it was harder still for me when my sister conceived a month later and i now have a gorgeous 9 year old nephew who i adore. i still think about what might have been but i am in a happy marriage where the timing is right.

Thanks ladies..I will bear that in mind. The thing we women have to go through ehn! It is well..will be checking out of theoffice in few minutes but will pick up later when I get home or tomorrow. Have a wonderful evening my dear ladies andG od bless you all.

toni

Toni, time is a great healer ya know.
Its better to have done what you did and sorted your marriage out than end up a single mum - which could easily have happened!

god bless u 2 toni

You are right again..I am not hurting, just disppointed but I know soon, it will come to past ones I look into my new born's eyes...oooh, girls, I can't wait..thank you gusy..feel much lighter now.I am hoping to watch eddie murphy new film Norbit tonight and if possible Dream girls featuring yes Eddie Murphy and Beyonce Knowles..hope it will be interesting

enjoy ur night.

ur turn to be a mum will come when u least expect it.

test.

I pray so, hope so, willing it happen right now hehehehehe thank girls. It will be for all of us. Keep the faith.

im not overly religious but i think positively for all of us each night before i go to sleep.

Hey Toni, i am meant to be watching Norbit tonight too!

Hi girls,

Toni, I'm sure that we'll all be celebrating and sharing good news together very soon.

Julie, I've chatted to my sister and she thinks it would be best if I waited as long as I can before testing. I would only be disappointed if it was negative and I dont mind waiting a week, just incase my body is getting back to normal. If it is, then I calculate the 4th of April as another date for a cycle to start so if nothing happens this week then I'll hold off till then. Typical though, I've loads on at work, new systems being introduced so I'm in training Mon,Tue,Wed and then I'm taking my mam to see Westlife on the Wed eve at Newcastle Arena, I wont have time to do a test!! I've never been away from that arena recently, was there last week to see Dolly Parton!!

Ah well I'll sign off for now, need to prepare some tea for me and the hubby.

Claire xx

Morning everyone...

i'm feeling very positive about all of your symptoms, maybe this is the month for you all.. i have everything crossed for you..

millions of emails again this morning!! and i've disabled emails too!!

toni, i think wot you did was so the right thing, and totally agree with julie, it's more important to make sure you and your husband we ok, and stable! good luck to you hun..

emma.. was talking to a colleague yesterday and the metal taste thing is def right, she had it with both of her kids.. ooohhh how exciting.. when are you due on??

hope everyone else is ok...

Jess x x

Morning Jess, im due on on the 3rd or 4th. The metal taste didnt last very long so i dont know if i was imagining it or not.I feel a bit rough this morning.I had a really bad nights sleep and i keep getting mild tummy cramps on and off. I did have a funny dream last night though.I was monster hunting with this mad scientist...yes...monster hunting..and we came across this massive, red, long, fire breathing dragon that was flying about.He said he had never seen anything like it and that we should name it, so i said "lets call it AF" in my dream it had no rellevence but i woke up chuckling to myself.Im starting to wonder if i have got my dates mixed up or is it normal to start getting period symptoms the wek befor you come on?

Think we are all going a little do-lally this month girls!

im just so frustrate!!! i have been really tired for the last couple of days, been getting very mild cramps on and off and although my boobs arnt tender too the touch, when im just sitting they feel like they are aching.Its frustrating because this will be my first proper period after the pill i dont know if these are symptoms of perid coming or more exciting things and i have to wait 6 days to know for sure! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!

Hi Ladies,

I'm now 26 days plus 7!!!! and still no sign of AF.

My husband is back tomorrow night so I will be testing on Saturday

Just a thought (other than babies!)

Do you think that we should start another thread, this one is getting a bit long. If so, does anyone know how to do it?????