Hi Girls,
Well best fill you in on MW appointmet,Not my usual MW she's on hols, so got the older one i'm not so keen on, told her about last night and how awful i have been over last couple weeks, also told her about my discharge, she did the usual checks, b.p fine, urine clear, baba measures up, and heartbeat is 135-140 so all good there. Head is now 2/5ths, i was like way hay, wasn't expecting that at all, so thats good, don't expext baba to fully engage as this is my 3rd. MW then took a swab for the dischsrge, she did say it looked fine, then had a look at my cervix, said my membraines hadn't ruptured, i was like you don't say.......LOL! Think i would know that. All was fine and was just a waiting game, baba could come anytime. Now the bad bit, told her i had a scan booked with the consultant nxt week, so she said i could see her the week after, that would be my due date, but for some reason, i think they are fully booked, i'm not booked for an appointment until the 5th Nov, i was like not on ur fecking nelly, you won't be seeing me lady if i have anything to do with it. She did mention a sweep but it was far to early to consider this and wouldn't be done until i was a week overdue (my next app 5th Nov), in the meantime, if i have any concearns just call the labour ward, gave me a tap on the back for being a "good girl" (didn't really but bloody felt like it) and sent me on my way. Was still in shock on way home. I really can't believe i can go until the 5th Nov, i phisically or emmotionally won't be able to go through this for another 3 weeks.
I am really missing my mum and best mate this week, could do with a chat, will have to wait for OH to come home and use his shoulder to cry on, i am so emmotional just now, and just want baba out, even got another pineapple for gods sake how many do i have to eat, my OH is exhausted with "how's your father" even tried the nipple stimulation- nothing is budging this baba, way to warm and comfy in there, just wish these contractions/bh pains would either come and get on with it, or bugger off and let me rest properly, I even did my hair all nice today to try and cheer myself up, but as you can hear it hasn't worked. Gee whizz what a rant i have just had, appologies 
just feeling very sorry for myself. Right gonna go put my feet up on the sofa for a bit, try and rest. Will pop on later see if we have any more news of babies
Syb & baba xx
