I'm sorry to hear that you are suffering so badly. I suffer from depression and generalized anxiety disorder and am currently TTC. I have heard from American websites that the SSRI and SNRI antidepressants in pregnancy can have devastating outcomes for the baby. These ones being Prozac, Efexor, Celexa and Zoloft to name but a few, however the older antidepressants like amytriptyline appear to be somewhat safer. That is what my psychiatrist wants me to take instead of Efexor. I'm reluctant because it can give you a larger appetite and lead to weight gain. On the plus side though it can help you to sleep. I hope that I have helped in some way, please don't suffer on that can be bad for both you and your baby too. Best of luck xxx