Hello girls.

I just wanted to say how sorry I am for all your losses.

I had a MC @ 6wks when I was 16....I know I was only young but it hit me like a tone of bricks. I had just left school and enjoying my life....I had been with my BF @ the time for nearly 3years. Before I found out I was PG he became violent and wouldnt let me leave were we were living with his family...and I spent numerous nights crying and asking why me. I found out I was PG when I got tocillitis and had tests....I was over the moon (in one way thinking the worst in the other). All I kept thinking was should i bring a baby into this life I have!! The final straw was when he threw me down a set of stairs.....I left him....and all I could think about was keeping my baby safe!! 2weeks later it all happened......I lost my baby...i had the natural way of loosing my baby in the end..it was so painful...and I went through it all on my own. To this day I believe we were going to have a little girl. Iand still to this day I blame my ex...I know it may not of been his fault but it wel could of been. I am now in a FAB relationship and PG @ 33wks with my little girl....its so hard in the long run. But I am now so happy and my little girl is now cooking away nicely and SAFE!!

  I do think about her all the time...she will always be in my thoughts.  You flew away from me to a better place and I now know your safe from all the hurt.

Alot of hugs and kisses to all!!  

Emma+ Olivia 33+2wks xxx