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Nicola, I know how you feel, I only knew I was pregnant for six days and I can't accept that I have had a miscarriage, I kept hoping I was having twins and that maybe I still had one inside of me but that was just wishful thinking.  I went back to work the Monday after my miscarriage on the Thursday and told everyone I had a sickness bug but can't concentrate on work at all and keep thinking of my baby that would have been born next July. 

The lines on all of my hpt's were very faint though so do you think that a faint line means the pregnancy isn't very strong? It was so faint that I ended up buying a digital test that said the words "pregnant" but that only makes me feel worse having seen it in words.  I have my good days and my bad days but I know that if I hear anyone is pregnant before I get another positive test I will just burst into tears. 

 Fingers crossed for French Fi, I hope your worries do not come to anything.

All that is keeping me going is that I will be pregnant in time for Christmas and I can't begin to think about it taking any longer than that. 

My sister is RH negative blood so I asked the doctor if I miscarried because i was the same blood type as I heard that when you are this type your body rejects another type of blood i.e. if the baby had the same blood as your partner.  But the doc looked it up on the net and said that this would only make a difference at around week twelve and they do a blood test to check your blood type when they confirm the pregnancy anyway so I guess that isn't the reason for an ealry miscarriage like mine. 

 I have spent a fortune on Ovulation testing kits and so am going to start using those in the next few days to hopefully conceive before Xmas, everyone keeps asking me what I want for Xmas but all I want is a baby inside my tummy again and they don't sell that in John Lewis! 

We will all get there, my sister had to have four lots of fertility treatment and there were times when she would cry a lot, altho she has 3 year old twins now and they are loved so much almost because they were so hard to get so i hope that we all have our very special babies one day too.